GPT1/GPT2 (General practice term 1/General practice term 2)
It's been a year since I started my journey as a general practitioner, and it's been an incredible experience. Initially, when I finished medical school, I wasn't sure which medical pathway to choose. I worked for a few years at the hospital as a medical officer, doing surgical, obstetrics & gynaecology, paediatrics and general medicine, enjoying every aspect of medicine, but not knowing which medical pathway to choose. General practice never seemed like an attractive option for me. I had all the worries and fears that I might not enjoy it and that I would just be sitting at my desk signing medical certificates and renewing prescriptions. But as soon as I dove into my work, I quickly realized it was the perfect fit for me.
Starting off was scary and very overwhelming. After orientation, I found myself alone with patients coming to see me. The responsibility and pressure of being the primary doctor was overwhelming. I was no longer a medical student, intern, or the hospital medical officer who was given instructions on how to manage patients. I was now the doctor, and the weight of that role was heavy. The imposter syndrome kicked in, and I felt like I didn't know what I was doing. I found myself constantly looking up guidelines and searching for information. But as time went on, I began to find my footing. The learning curve was steep, but also expansive. I discovered new things about medicine and about myself as a doctor. And as I continue on this amazing journey, I know that I will always be learning and growing.
The year was filled with a variety of patients and experiences. I've had the privilege of seeing women's health, performing simple procedures, treating paediatric and geriatric patients. GP may not be as "sexy" as other medical professions, and we are not often depicted in movies like "Scrubs" or "The Good Doctor," but we are the backbone of all medicine, and I am glad to be a part of this community of amazing colleagues.
Throughout my year as a GP, I've had the opportunity to share so many unique stories and provide as much care as possible to all different people from all walks of life. I've seen patients with alcohol addiction and walked alongside them on their withdrawal journey. I've reassured mothers and given them a listening ear. I've seen older patients and given them my time, my attention, and my care. I've seen patients in their most vulnerable states, opening up to me about their mental health, and placing their trust in me to guide them towards hope and healing. I've given immunizations to people of all ages, knowing that I am preventing them from getting ill in the future.
I've sent patients to the hospital for surgery and helped guide them through their recovery process post-surgery. I've done simple things like ear syringing, but with a big impact on my patients' hearing. I've done iron infusions and seen patients come back saying they feel amazing. I've seen so many undifferentiated diagnoses and followed up with patients throughout their journey with their symptoms. I've seen patients being diagnosed with cancer and have helped them and their families find the right medical pathway and treatment.
Through all of this, I've made strong connections with my patients and their families. Being chosen as their doctor is truly a privilege. It's been amazing how much I could help patients not just to survive, but to thrive. I was able to make a real difference in people's lives, and that was incredibly fulfilling. It's very rewarding for me to see my patients progress and to know that I played a small role in their journey towards recovery and well-being. I am thankful to the Lord for giving me this privilege to be a carer, provider, friend, and companion to so many people that I encounter daily in my life.
Being a GP is challenging at times, but it's fulfilling, heart-warming, and rewarding in many ways that I never imagined. Caring for my patients with empathy and fairness is a constant endeavor that has certainly been a big leap for me. But I feel proud to be part of the GP community and have joined an amazing group of colleagues who have the same dedication and passion for providing care to patients. I am grateful for this experience and look forward to many more years of providing care with passion.
Words by Dr Batool Albatat, images by Dr Wendy Burton